I’ve been obsessed with writing lately. Whenever I’m free I have to either pick up the pen and scribble on the pages or stare at my phone screen and type each word down (and hope the auto correct won’t screw up my writing). It’s funny to think back on the afternoon I nearly got everyone late because I was too absorbed in my story. Nap was brief – didn’t get much these days – and so as I laid awake, the urge to write hit me. Well, you can guess the rest.
Sometimes I wonder if this obsession with writing has stemmed from my lack of interest in everything else.
The day started well for me. Got up in time to watch a short clip about Quicksilver and Scarlet Witch (I may go to the movie theater just to watch that cute pair of twins). Work went smoothly, got myself a cute bag – love to spend my own money on stuff; it makes me incredibly happy. In the afternoon I got to watch two decent movies. So far, so good. As some wise human said, good things do not last long, it came and let me in a mess of mixed emotions. The Tarot cards foretold that I would be ‘tricked’; it’s just that I never expect to be ‘tricked’ by a person I trust. Didn’t see it coming, so to say. But maybe it’s just me exaggerating things. Don’t know, really. Will it drive a wedge in our relationship I wonder. Have no idea. Let time answer it. For now, I’ll pour myself a Coke-mixed-Cognag.
Life goes on. A little less trust will not affect it. I don’t have much trust in people to begin with.
By the way, I’m in love with the crow in Maleficient…
…and the poem of Mary Shaw
Beware the stare of Mary Shaw
She had no children, only dolls
and if you see her in your dreams
Make sure you never ever scream…
Or she’ll rip your tongue out at the seam.
And if you see her remember this,
The only thing that can stop her is…Shhhh